petty? yes i think so too myself.. but the same reasons don't apply anymore. and i don't want to find alternative reasons to rationalise.

i miss the girls! and i agree with evan, that we are no longer as innocent as we once were.

i wonder if i could stop feeling a tinge of sorrow in my happiness. pure bliss-without a sneaking suspicion that it'll end soon, has it already eluded me?

i lack spontaneity in my life. pathetic